GENTLE PATHFINDER | NEURO- ENERGETIC BODYWORKER | SPIRAL PRACTITIONER
I was born and raised in the UK to an African American father and a white Irish- English Mother. To say my early years were confusing would be an understatement. I battled deeply with being an emotionally open and sensitive young girl, in a shut down, emotionally stuck environment and as a mixed race teenager in a very white world.
By my twenties I found myself in a deep depression, with heavy physical symptoms and a big question sitting over my head “Who the hell am I and why am I here?”.
I took myself through various facilitated work, from body work and psychotherapy, to past life healings and inner child work, feeling the energy within my own being expand and change with each process I went through, but still I would have patches of feeling stuck and unable to move forwards.
The gentle, soft exterior that all who met me would either celebrate or challenge, had become my mask. I would say “Yes” when I meant “No” and “No” when I meant “Yes”. I would hide within myself, but at the same time felt so unsafe inside my own body, that my serene, graceful exterior would far from mirror my internal overactive inner world.
I felt unworthy of existing. Unsure of how to speak my truth without story. And so self conscious that a day holding space for others would feel like a week long adrenaline fuelled performance.
I see now that the beginnings of my inner work and commitment to self heal were through becoming a practitioner myself. In 2006 I had completed a long and gruelling 5 year degree to become a Chiropractor. Being in private practice provided a direct and clear mirror for my own process, until in 2012, I reached a crossroads. One that was met by finding Network Spinal, an energetic form of Chiropractic work, that I resonated with deeply. I began experiencing it myself and the changes I felt within my life were profound. I felt as if there was hope, for the first time. I began to unlock the parts of myself that had been shut down and silenced for lifetimes.
In 2018, I had reached a point of knowing on some level that I had “outgrown” the way I was living. It was at this time I found an online Sisterhood called Deep Inner Knowing, led by Yana Fay. Here, I began to connect with my womb. A part of me that had been shut down, but that I hadn’t even realised. I began to awaken her energy. Her voice. My throat. My creativity. I began sharing with other women from all over the world. Hearing words that echoed through my bones. A soul’s song calling me home.
I began to witness these women stepping into parts of themselves and their lives. I felt deeper parts of me begin to fully open and reconnect. I felt my own fears begin to hold less power. I activated more of my feminine essence and opened through Yana’s emotional clearing influenced womb activations. Through this I found The Spiral- an 8 week journey that uses these clearing tools to un-anchor stagnant emotion from the body and allow new more self serving patterns to emerge.
I could finally hear the call of my soul. She wanted to roam free. She wanted to be wild.
Within 2 months, I had sold my Chiropractic practice of 5 years, taken myself off of the UK Chiropractic register, sold my home and stepped out into the world, following my soul’s calling to stand strong in the truth of who I had become. Less shrouded. Open to a new way. With one intention in mind, “To find a new way to serve”.
I have since become a Spiral Practitioner, have dug deep into the fires of my woundings to unearth even more of myself and found my souls song through re- finding my voice as a singer.
I now create immersive, transformational and supportive healing experiences, that pull together all that I love and hold powerfully within me: Hands on energy medicine, emotional clearing and the power of song.
Ultimately, I am here to guide others to FEEL. To share my wisdom through deep, gentle space holding and through the nurturing of souls that are ready to come home to themselves.